I'm the worst kind of autistic, I can't even count

My name is Elisha. I'm autistic and queer. I have an autism blog _here_ that I should probably update more often. I also have myofascial pain syndrome/possible fibro, diabetes, ADHD, PTSD and chronic depression. Managing all these things takes up a lot of my time, so I will end up talking about them in my posts.

I live with my friend _metapianycist_ and our mutual partner _lunasspecto_ in Massachusetts. I am open to questions about what it's like being in an asexual, polyamorous relationship. I'm also really good friends with _ohfuckitsoprah_, _tacobuffet_, _omgspiffy_, and _hunglikearainbow_.

I try to limit gifs and post trigger warnings, but I'm running on limited spoons and might slip up. Please let me know if there's something I should be tagging that I'm not.

RIP Fezzy ~ 1981-2013

eggwitch:

ppl seem to think that if u didnt know that u were trans as a kid ur just Fakin It and it’s like buddy when i was a little kid i thought i was a goddamn pterodactyl i didnt have time to ponder gender

*gets on Tumblr for 5 seconds*

*immediately reminded that I’m not allowed to like things*

*remembers why I barely get on Tumblr anymore*

[Image description: The first image is Bob Proctor, from the movie “The Secret”, saying “First of all no one even knows what electricity is.” The second image is a man dressed as Nikola Tesla angrily shooting lightning from his hand.]

Maybe my number one giftedness myth.

youneedacat:

The one where, when people discover that I was ever considered gifted, they think they know something important about me, or the way I think.  Or it makes them take out a piece of me and highlight it and look at it differently than they once did.  I don’t know how to describe this, but it really cuts me deeply, and I can’t explain why.  I can’t explain why something that’s supposed to be positive hurts so badly, feels like being sliced into pieces, scrutinized, and put under a microscope.

Is it because they’re acting like the rest of you isn’t important? Like they think giftedness matters but your disabilities don’t?

Wondertrade Adventures!

omgspiffy:

I just traded a Ponyta (named Beyoncé) to a guy whose personal message was “Bro-hoof!”

WHAT HAVE I DONE

didn’t you also give hezaa a ponyta named beyonce

do you name all of your ponyta beyonce

omgspiffy:

hunglikearainbow:

omgspiffy:

Another Boof and Cassidy picture because shut up.

I hope he did THE VOICE all day.

HE DID!! We actually were interacting with each other in character all day, which basically consisted of me being conceited and bitching about everything and him just losing his shit in a frog voice. His throat was hurting by the end of the day… >__>

wait so how was this different than normal

omgspiffy:

hunglikearainbow:

omgspiffy:

Another Boof and Cassidy picture because shut up.

I hope he did THE VOICE all day.

HE DID!! We actually were interacting with each other in character all day, which basically consisted of me being conceited and bitching about everything and him just losing his shit in a frog voice. His throat was hurting by the end of the day… >__>

wait so how was this different than normal